Again sitting in LAX.
I do a lot of sitting in LAX these days. It is such a terrible airport; there is nothing in
here. And flying in out of here is
just such a crazy [terrible] view.
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Mono Lake at night |
After taking off from Mammoth Lakes today I got a great
aerial view of almost every place where I have stepped foot in the last
month.
Such a fitting departure
for me—all the while having MORE paperwork for Antarctica in my lap.
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Yosemite |
I sat in the sun on the porch in June Lake this afternoon
thinking about “home.” For the last month this place has felt like home.
I felt a relief every time I’d pull
back into the driveway; even if it was only after coming five minutes back from
the grocery store.
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Boardwalk down to Mono Lake
Then I started thinking about what home is to me these
days. I always call Missoula
home. But when I go back to
Whitehall I call that home. When I
get off Denali I call the Mountain Trip house in Anchorage home. When I got off the Ice Cap in Patagonia
I called the place in Coyhaique home.
Most recently it was this place at the end of Garnet Street in June Lake,
CA. |
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Looking down on our house in June Lake From Carson Peak |
It has been three and half years since I have spent more
than three months in one place.
I’ve never thought of
that
as much of a big of a deal, but tonight I put down on paper all the places I’ve
been to in the last 4 years. The frequency of travel actually blew me
away.
The weight of the question
“where are you off to next?” made more sense to me now than ever.
I know I haven’t been able to stay in
one place lately (for one reason or another). But I truly just now realized the
extent of that.
Wow.
Wow, is really all I can say.
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Mono Lake between moonset and sunrise |
I’m supposed to spend 4.5 months at McMurdo Station in
Antarctica. What a long amount of
time for me to be in one place now.
I will call that town of 1200 people on the Ice my home. “Home.”
Initially in June Lake I tried to meet some people.
I met some great people, just not my
kind of people.
Not the kid of
people I know from Montana.
Yes, I
know there are different types of people in different places.
I didn’t make any effort at all to
build a friendship with anyone that I met though.
After things with Antarctica started working out I knew my
time there was limited.
I didn’t
want to build relationships that I would only leave yet again.
I really only wanted to leave the mountains
behind.
Essentially I turned my time in June Lake into time in any
other town I happened to get gas in during my travels. I was just passing through.
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Owl in Flight |
I have truly enjoyed my last month in California
though. I have seen some places
that I’ve always wanted to see and have taken some of the best photos of my
life. I’ve even taken initiative
to get these photos out to the world and have gotten some of them published in
local CA papers and magazines. But
I guess it is time to board another plane.
Ben I have really been loving your blog. You should know that you are an inspiration to people who want to travel and have your lifestyle. Thanks!
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